Well , here comes the time of communication ! Few friends recently rang me about my poor way to communicate and get my work out there !
You see, I have more inspirations, ideas that I can make because I need tools and material to work , to do so many other projects . I work full time in my studio , but I must say I'm not really making a living ! Of course, I was ready for a hard ride when I stopped my daily job. Being born in an artists family , I know what a struggling artist life is !! However the worse is not the absence of money for my personal life , I know how to get by , I have little needs. What hurts the most is the restriction that I now feel in my art . If I could make a bit ore of money, I could create much more.
I had heard recently in couple of occasions , that I should get a "real job" , my feelings about that are twisted ! I want to scream out load that it is my reality , my work is ! My dream life is what I struggle into, why should I kill the dream I'm living!?? Even if it hurts sometimes , which kind of life doesn't hurt at all !?
Please bear with me the process , and be kind in your judgements of what you see , I'll try to do it in a kind way , and for the benefit of all living things involved .
May the road be bright , as I'm aware of the darkness and value It greatly !
May there be peace.